Minutes of my life: Great Migrations + random shallow things in my life

10:15 PM

I cried watching National Geographic Channel's Great Migrations. I cried because the animals never fails to make me soft. It didn't help that the cinematography was magical and narration was poetic.



see the still images here Clicky

** save the animals. :]

10:26 PM

I tried to distract myself from worrying about my application in this multinational company that I applied to. I don't want to even think or even consider the idea that I may not be getting a job offer because it's really my target. I tried not thinking something negative about it but  dang even though how much I try,  the thought has been nagging me since earlier and now it's starting to depress me. Please, I want it so badly. Please, God?

10:29 PM

I am thinking of writing my story again but I don't know how my story would go. Shiesh this kind of project never really last in my hands. I mean whenever I think about writing a story I couldn't stick with it because when a day passes I'd suddenly thought of another of story with a different plot. The project, therefore, was short lived. :[

And I can't do short lived stories if I want to be a writer. I also have to practice my writing. I write like a 10 year old kid.

10:34 PM

I need to do something substantial in my life. I cannot live forever like this. I need to find an organization that I can be active on. Do something that matters to someone. Not just to me.  It's just that I really believe that we are born because we have a purpose not just to live.
I am thinking of being an environmentalist hmmm ... but I also wanted to take home for the aged as a charity. :/

10:37 PM

I think I should go. I'm really starting to feel sleepy and I'm kinda depressed and feeling a bit down. I think I'd sleep and hope for a better day tomorrow.

10:48 PM

This entry makes my head ache. hahahaha! I mean, it's kind whine-y and I contradict myself too much. But blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

10:55 PM

♥ oy!

Minutes of my life: 10 AM filled with Negative feelings + Nat Geo Great Migrations - Part Une

10:28 AM

I am filled with so much frustration and annoyance. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I am annoyed to the nth level; and frustrated beyond belief. I think I woke up in the wrong side of the bed. I wanted to scream, pull my hair in frustration but rather not. grar.

And since I am annoyed and frustrated and there's nothing I can do about it I'll just pout like some 4th year old brat.

hmp.

10:35 AM

I am sad. This is one of the days when I would suddenly feel the sadness enveloping me because of my frustration. :( I hope this goes away. I guess I might as well close this Minutes of my Life entry for this time. This is just filled with negative feelings. I think it will be better if I start with positive ones.

10:48 AM

I guess I'll just finish watching Princess Diaries and hope that something similar will happen to me. hahaha. What the hell. :] I hope my life gets a little bit interesting. Shiesh.

Oh whaddya know, I was just putting up labels and realized that I have already "frustrated" in my labels. No surprise there.

10:58 AM

In addition to my sadness, Daphe had released the first 12 winners of the National Geographic I live Curious t-shirt. Unfortunately, I'm not on the list, but there will be next 13 winners to be announced. I don't know what my chances are. According to their mechanics there are really no rules, no standards, any entry can be as creative as possible. Thinking of what I have submitted, made me realized how vague, and corny my entry was. It made me feel like as if the curious question I have went nowhere. But thinking about it, that's what I am really curious about. 

You see, my entry was: In this crazy world we live in, I wonder why is this all happening?

I don't know if my question is striking; or hits bulls eye. But I don't know, I am rather feeling despondent. I never really won anything and thinking about my chances of winning seems to be less likely to happen. Shiesh, this isn't just my time. I am hoping for a good one later.

*snaps my self* Choose to be happy, self. Okay I'll remind myself about that.

Before I end this, I'll just promote the National Geographic Great Migrations this November 7, 9 PM MNL time.






An awe-inspiring chronicle of life on the move. Three years in the making. The biggest undertaking and most ambitious documentary produced by National Geographic in its 122-year history.

They move as millions to survive as one.

National Geographic Channel's Great Migrations is a seven-part global programming event that takes viewers around the world on the arduous journeys millions of animals undertake to ensure the survival of their species. Shot from land and air, in trees and cliff-blinds, on ice floes and underwater, Great Migrations tells the formidable, powerful stories of many of the planet's species and their movements, while revealing new scientific discoveries with breathtaking high-definition clarity .

Well that's it for now. Will update later for part deux of Minutes of My Life